i am being forced to go to homecoming

Well yes my dear friends are forcing me to go to homecoming......so i have to get a dress i have it picked out it's from torrid

It's pretty but i'm not sure how good it will look on me cuz let's face it i could make the most beautiful dress in the world look like a burlap sack.

and for shoes i am stuck between these ones yet i cant decide:

both pairs very different, but i like them both...................so yikesers

anyways Lawrence won 45-18

and i get out of school on friday to go down to illinois college for another game

GO LU

love caitlin

and a bad thing my frickin pics turned out horrible because of course i am just that ugly

so retakes are like Osiris rite now

This is gonna be a kick ass weekend

Well i was MIA at the north game last nite so i could go to the freedom game........they lost 27-0...........and Tyler never got to play, it was depressing.......Ya then afterwards my dad wasn't able to get us until 10, ya he was fake in front of my friends, ack , whatever. 

However, when i got home my mom got me this kick ass art set so i can start, sketching and painting again....... but when i went through some of the things i drew when i was younger i was kind of disturbed.......wow was i a scary little kid.

Well i have to go to the Lawrence game today with none of my friends but Maggie cuz she's the bestest. And then tonight i am going to jilllian's to hang out with my peeps.

and tyler courtney was wearing something under that..........and derrick so tried to watch her take it off........

PAENMW!!!!!

oooooooo and the car ride there was fun when we completely called derrick a pervert and man-whore with erika's parentals in the car.........good times good times

o and i think i am gonna start to write my song lyrics again and maybe start writing music for them now that i know how to..........thanks to the fricking 'Rainbow Book' my word!!!!

Well i love uall but i gotta go shower up

bye my sexy loverlies

and just for my peeps

<("<) <( " )> (>")> <( " )>

Mwah

Caitlin M. Reider

complication

So, I have had the need to say this for days

I love you all,

BUT MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS!!!!

I know you guys are only trying to help, but telling Mrs. Strick........I'm really hurt, especially that Erika told derrick before me he told tyler, Then Erika told some other ppl!!!WTF!!!!You could have told me!!!Now I am in trouble and have constant watch on me.You thought all this was hard on you!!!!TRY BEING ME!!! cuz now....it's a whole lot worse.

I am so tired of people telling me "u want to do this," or "u can't do that" i am not 7!!! i am 15 and have been making my own decisions for a lot longer then most teenagers have!!!And i don't think what i exactly did was the wrong decision.

Just AHHHHHHH............RESPECT MY WISHES WHEN I SAY DO NOT TELL ANYONE!!!!cuz u may feel better..........but i don't........

I'm done ranting and raving now

except for i had to not do the modeling thing

I am heart broken

GOOD NEWS:

Erika,Tyler, Derrick and Courtney might come to the Lawrence game on Saturday.............and i get to go to the Freedom game. I'll be the one in blue among all the green..................jk

So ya that's exciting

I am selling raffle tickets at the Lawrence game too........so ya........booooo

Banta Bowl 1:30 be there and you get to see MOI

o hell yes

O and bowling starts on Saturday but i have to make up because i can't be there........sorry ladies and Dan......do u still love me???

ok well i gotta go get ready.......confirmation class starts tonite........i fanally get to be the leader instead of the confirmant.........YAY???

Love you all,

Caitlin M. Reider

Ur friend whose still living...........guys stop worrying and remember that